November 2010
83 posts
please stop haunting every part of my dreams.
change. i don’t accept it very well at all. i fight it. i hate it. and things just keep changing. i hate changes in relationships. period. i don’t handle it well (see above). so i get stuck in a rut. it’s tearing me up. whatever i decide to do i’m screwed. i don’t want to deal with it anymore. i see the wisdom i had when i was 13 and i was gonna face the world alone...
adopted siblings
adopted siblings, they’re a very important, wonderful part of life. yes, i know i have 7 siblings, but i also have several adopted siblings. talking to one of them from NC made me think tonight about how important they are and how much i love them. i have several adopted siblings that also claim me (yay!) and a couple that i would say i’m their older sister but they don’t know...
today i found a new love. cattle herding. it’s amazing. <3
yes. i have a chem test monday. yes. i am dead tired. yes. i probably should stay up and study for it. yes. i am going to bed.
“Never be predictable. Always surprise people, that way they’ll never get tired...”
– Paris Hilton
today we moved out to the ranch. i love it out here. i am already more relaxed and slightly destressed. it will be better once the chem test is out of the way on monday. i got to jump today. the first time in ages. there is nothing quite like the thrill of making a 1000 pound animal jump over an object with you on it’s back. we didn’t even pull that many rails and i only almost fell of...
“i’m a forever kind of person, but i’m willing to wait.”
“because i’m stupid and sentimental, that’s why.”
i dreamed about working mass casualty incident last night. it was a happy dream. i am a sick twisted person. now i just need to get through school so that i can work those mass casualty incidents and be a happy sick twisted person.
“A picture paints a thousand words it’s true, but it’s still not enough for how I...”
– Keith Urban, Put You In A Song (via -maybeimdreaming)
“don’t be hero, just come back home, safe.”
– Sara (Chuck)
a.p.p.r.e.c.i.a.t.i.o.n.
appreciation. it can be as simple as saying “thank you, i appreciate all the effort you put into that.”, “we couldn’t have done it without you.” or even “great job.” all simple sentences, that could make someone’s day that much brighter. it can make a job worth doing. yes, in perfect world people wouldn’t care what others think, but since this...
“I restored my faith and believed that true love exist. And generally, the best...”
– Miss Pattie (via clongetch)
“the silver lining is there. you just have to find it. and when you do,...”
“Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together...”
life isn’t about everything going perfectly. it’s about learning to go with the flow.
“practice random kindness and senseless acts of beauty”
“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t...”
– James Earl Jones (via clongetch)
“can’t we be alone together? isn’t it easier to be single in pairs?”
– torres (grey’s anatomy)
true love; your first love
I think there is something to be said for your true love; your first love. I remember the first horse I truly fell in love with. We were a team. She knew what I was thinking. I knew what she was thinking. Riding her was heaven. We disqualified ourselves in shows, but we sure had a good time doing it. I almost lost it several times when she took off, but she always took care of me. I got one of my...
why does it work out that you study like crazy for something and bomb it worse than the one you didn’t study for and you were blind guessing on? why?
I <3 bones and anatomy.
“In life only one thing is certain, besides death and taxes… No matter how...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
“Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
“Learn to limit yourself; to content yourself with some definite work; dare to be...”
– ~henri-frederic amiel
“…and hoping whatever accidents come your way are happy ones.”
– Grey’s Anatomy
“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t...”
– Meredith Grey
“What a treacherous thing to believe a person is more than a person.”
– Paper Towns by John Green. (via quote-book)
